We Always Fight.

I still remember when I was young, I mean really really young, during the time when I was still in primary school. As my current age, it's still considered as young, though. When I was young, my sister and I always fight for any reason, we can't pass through one day without getting into without at least one fight. For example, like who gets to sit in front of the car or who gets to take out the trash. She was always my servant, though. I know I'm a big bully brother, even now I still order her to do this and that. Hey, do bear in mind, that's her job because I pay her with my transparent cheque. JUST KIDDING.

I still remember, we especially fight over who gets the remote control and of course I usually win. You gotta learn some tricks with that. One thing, I always call her Fatty. A cute nickname for her. To be honest, she looks really fat, I always tell her she needs to lose some weight. Take proper balanced diet, go jogging with mom everyday, the more important thing DON'T ALWAYS "EAT, SLEEP, POOP!"

I know I gonna die if she sees this. Nevermind, I've get myself prepared. I will just lock myself in my room until the next day.

The 11th Day

Just wanted to share my story. Ever since I came back to Labuan, yesterday was the fifth time I went out with my besties, still it's countable. The same place everytime because that's the only place where Labuan people can hang out and I know there are these places called Memorial Park, Bird Park, Red Chimney, Maritime Museum, Marine Park and some other bullshit places, PLEASE DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME.

I discovered something nice, not sure whether you guys have ever tried it before. It's called "NASI PENYET". The name is kinda funny, the pronunciation of the word "penyet" it just sounds like a hen laying an egg. Back to the topic, nasi penyet is an indonesian cuisine where it's being served on a traditional wooden platter with this best ever sambal and the best ever crushed fried chicken. SERIOUSLY, IT'S DAMN DELICIOUS!

After the lunch, we went to the salon and get our hair cut. Guess what? Finally, my wish has come true, I have a bald and shiny head now. No one will recognize me :p

Cherish Every Moment.

All the time, I was hoping to have a long holiday but not this time. I really wish this semester break could just pass through in a quick time.

Every day, every night, I look at the photos we took together and I start to think of you guys. Flashing back to the past, it's quite a great moment back there. Where the laughter will long be remembered and we smile when sadness intrudes. You guys will never know how much I love you guys and how much I miss you guys.

I promised myself I will cherish every moment, every minute, every second we gonna spend in next semester. I hope every scene can be captured in my heart because I know one day we will leave each other and won't able to meet again maybe. By the time, I'm gonna miss you guys really really much. It will be like being in a river of thorns.

American Television Series

I've been waiting for such a long time. When are these series gonna be released?!! Please, don't think that I'm the kind of series psychopathic guy. Seriously, I'm not, but I do admit there is a bit of crazy symptom carried in my mind, though. JUST JOKING.

Here I would like to share,
Forget about the two series, GHOST WHISPERER and NO ORDINARY FAMILY. They are officially announced to be cancelled due to some reasons, blah blah blah~ Honestly, I love these two series very much, I do really hope the ABC Studio will continue to renew the series shows. To show my support, I will watch all the series that published by ABC Studio. (That's impossible :p)

Vampire Diaries, the CW Television Network has renewed the series for third season, will released on 15th September 2011.

Supernatural, as announced earlier by CW, the seventh season will be released on 23rd September, 2011.

Glee Season 3 will premiere on 20th September 2011.

The Walking Dead Season 2 will be premiered on 31st October 2011 which is on Halloween.

WISH YOU GUYS HAPPY WAITING n' ROTTING!

All Out of Love - Westlife ft. Delta Goodrem

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

[Chorus:]
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

[Chorus:]
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

[Chorus: 3x]
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

A While In Dreamland

Have you ever had a dream that just didn't feel like a dream, where you wish it's really happening? Of course I did. I had an epic lucid dream last night and I wish I could just stay in the dream forever.

Love My Life♥

It's the end of the first semester again, and here comes the Holiday. How am I going to spend this holiday, though?

For past few weeks my sleeping patterns have taken a few turns. I used to get a good night's sleep from about 10pm to 3pm on a regular basis, but not anymore. So I promised myself that I'm gonna have this routine go on during this holiday.

Second, it's all about my skin and my face. GOSH, you can see deep dark circles and two heavy eye bags hanging under my eyes. I would say I used to be ugly, but now, it's even worse. What am I gonna do? Thinking of whether a good night's sleep will help me to cure this problem. There's another way, keep doing facial everyday keeps my skin younger. ON!

Third, honestly I think that I am little bit fat. This afternoon, I just ate five big glutinous rice dumplings. For goodness sack! From next Monday onwards, I'll go to the gym to do some workouts. I wish there is someone to guide me, though. Maybe my iPad App can help. HAHAHA :D

Lastly, this is for my brothers and sisters, I hope you guys will enjoy your holidays and do miss me as I do. The time passes so quickly, but still I'm gonna miss you guys so badly. Muackzzz~~~♥♥♥

Put Your Hands Up in the Sky!

Wow Man, listen to the beat, it's bumpin'! I'm gonna rule the night! So call me the King of the Night! SHOUT, SHOUT, SHOUT IT OUT LOUD!

Learn to Let Go!

YAY! Finally, hell week is almost over and I have time to post this one. Honestly, I have a lot a lot of things to tell. I know I've been very emotional the last few days. I'm sorry if I made everyone worry. I admit, I've caused a lot of troubles and this might hurt someone's feelings. I really want to apologize to everyone here, Gomen Nasai~

Well, I should forget about all the bad things that happened in the past. I would say, whatever happens in the past, should stay in the past. I should live happily and enjoy my lovely life with my families and friends. This is what I've learned,

"NEVER LET THE SADNESS OF PAST RUIN THE HAPPINESS OF PRESENT. STAY POSITIVE AND KEEP MOVING!"

I Don't Deserve.

Please, don't treat me so well. I don't deserve to be treated this way. I'm just a piece of shit, so you guys should just ignore me!

I'm Not Strong Enough.

I can feel the weight of the world and it's time to escape from the world. I want to leave this place, run away from here and never come back. I try to forget everything but it's just hard to do. It's not as easy as a twitch. I don't wanna stay alone but this is the best way by locking myself in the room and don't eat or drink until my tears become dry. I'm lying on this lonely bed, looking up at the ceiling and thinking of life. I want to be free for once and I just close my eyes and I tell myself to listen, tomorrow is gonna be a good day. The next day I open my eyes, noticing I'm still here trapped in the past, it's still struggling in my head. I'm tired, tired of living. I may not have it worst than most but it's bad enough for me. I'm not strong enough to handle this.

Like now, what the most I can, I'm gonna finish my writing and feel like there's no tomorrow.

I Won't Let It Happen.